super shag. i hate exams ! stress stress & more stress . D: sch was fun cos today was unusual. Th girls in my class, suddenly talked to me . which stunned me alot . Cos, I've spoken to them not more thn 20sentence before. haha. fun time during Physics. Mr Chin is superly nice okay. He really changed aloot this year to a much better teacher. nvr raise his voice or what alr . haha. ;D ubi aftermath . had a ttalked w chiusan & erzii . they went home soon, so i continued to slack & played bball . My shooting skills sucks alot now. Superly sad, I used ti rmb th times @ haig road, where i can be soo accurate ): 1year+ nvr playy bball alr, maybe tht's why i become till 1/10 balls in D: I'm home super early. I gonna to buck up alr .I've no motivation @ all ,totally nothing for me to think tht i shld study hard. These few days, daddy has been extremly nice , understanding my feelings & motivate me. I (L) dad to th max (: I'm gonna really FORCE myself to do at least an 30mins revision , or else I'll be dead . byees people (:
Honey, you really disappoint me a lot. Despite what i told you, You still choose not to listen. I cant control you much , just hope you wont regret . Just be careful ok ? Maybe one day you'll come back ubi, maybe you wont. But right now, I know you're going to where you belong . Maybe we'll drift , maybe we wont. But, thnks for hearing my sorrows these few months. Me & th rest, will be there for you . (L)
i hate myself for being so soft, i hate trusting ppl easily & get betrayed . I hate myself for forgiving ppl so easily & yet get betrayed time after time. i wanna learn how to be more firm. but i cant . i hate being in this state . i dnt like ! i feel so so so xinku.):