Sunday, December 28, 2008
Girl . I dnt know what am i being treated lidat . I really dnt know where have i mistreated you . I've given you all i can , i've help you with my best . You give me a feeling as if, you have new friends, & you will throw away old friends. isit true ? i hope it's not . Whenever you need me, since when im not there? But when i just wanted you to accompany me go meet huiling , you decline & decline & decline . Time after time i talk to you bout how i feel, you will treat me well for a few days , or maybe even 1 day only . But , soon , you will change back again . Evryday , im hoping to receive a msg like last time, where you always jio me slack, meet me , talk talk or go out . But these few days, i've always been th one taking initiative . I've been trying so hard this few weeks, pulling our distance closer & closer, yet you're doing nothing . You know how i feel ? I dnt think you know . When will you finally understand my feeling . My thinking . I dnt want you to always bluff me about how important i am to you, how much i mean to you, when it isin't true or when you dnt prove it to me.it'll only make me more & more disappointed you know?We used to be so close, maybe im unable to gt used to life w/o being so close with you, cos i treasure all my friends . Time will heal (: Im not angry . Buden im totally disappointed by your words . By yours actions (: You always say how important i am to you, well , please prove it . Cos , I've prove to you alot alrdy . You decide , to prove & continue being close , Or you really dnt wanna care . (L) . & also , since when i've been walking away from you ? (: