Monday, August 4, 2008
morning woke up at 6+, prepared & headed down to ubi wid sc . meet huiling & bused to school. assembly was kinda funny & entertaining though~ sleep throughout today in class. was supb tired.12.50 went out of sch wid honey. meet junwei & guangming, bused to ubi 323, dhn at there slack . talked alot wid guangming & honey~ cos junwei went home. soon sc came. followed by xbee. dhn continued slacking & chatting.was fun laa(: 6plus xbee & honey went off. dhn we all san. went up sc's house. dhn blablabla. shermaine & chiusan came soon. sleep till 7plus, went down bc & slack till 8plus . bused home. byees people~
i dnt want any of this to happen again. you're my best friend~
mummy~ last long wid him~ x33
i've failed to be a good daughter.im unfillial. i've failed to be a good stead.im useless.i've failed to always spare a thought for others.im selfish.i've failed to study hard in my studies.im hopeless.i've failed to bring happiness to everyone.i've hurt so much ppl in th past, & now everything's happening back to me. i really dnt know what to do anymore. stress after stress.probs after probs.yes indeed, im really useless.i bring nothing but worries,angers & disappointment to those who loves me.yes,im a failure.